Looking through piles of old magazines and hoarded paperwork, which at the time seemed terribly important to keep, I came across a piece written by my daughter Leah at the dictation of her grandmother, my Mum.
This is one piece I could not possibly destroy. It’s family history and since I could not do better in articulating her thoughts and being unwilling to transcribe the whole piece, I decided to share some excerpts. This after all is my history also.
With our Red Cross coats
THE CHANCE TO START ANEW – Natalija Holden (nee Kerans-Gedulis) Part One.
“The officials were waiting to see us all as we disembarked from the ship. Many of the Balts had been under a two year contract – to serve in domestic jobs. (And on the Snowy Mountains Scheme) After the two years they could go where they pleased. However as I was a woman with two small children, nobody wanted me for domestic work, and that was just fine with me as I had bigger and better plans for my future. But for awhile they would have to wait as we got our names checked off and those who didn’t have jobs were put onto the train on the dock which took us on a direct route to Bonegilla.
The train pulled out of the dockyards (This would have been Station Pier) and travelled towards the city – it was a beautiful city. I could see the lovely streets, at the time I think it was King Street, and I studied the city as the train momentarily stopped on the bridge. As the train pulled off once again I realised that I had no idea where we were going and I prayed to God that He would bring us back to this beautiful, clean city. Because Dzintra was only small she had no idea of what was happening. We didn’t have many clothes at all and being the middle of July, the weather was very cold. We had always been under the impression that Australia would be hot.
Dzintra asked me in a voice of innocence showing slight impatience; “When will we get to the hot Australia? Here it is so cold!”
The train travelled without a stop and we all sat in amazement as we looked out at the countryside. I thought it looked ugly, and so frightening. The trees were all so dead and their branches hung like skeleton’s limbs; ready to grab us, the newcomers.
When it was early morning, the train stopped at a small station (It was a steam train and needed to take on water) and we all got out to stretch our worn out bodies and get some fresh air. The train drivers coaxed Silvija and Dzintra over to them and a picture was taken with Silvija at the engine.
I knew that my girls looked different from Australian children. It was because of the way they were dressed. Their clothes had been mended a dozen times over. We looked a sorry sight, but what else could we do? No money doesn’t allow you to buy much at all.
Bonegilla. another camp. From a camp in Germany to a camp in Australia. I was beginning to feel cursed somehow. The huts were in half cylinder shape and were made of tin. (A former Australian Army Base). The beds were wooden camp beds and it was horribly cold. Our names were once again checked off and with our newly issued grey soldiers blankets we headed off to find our hut.
The camp was by no means crowded and the Balts were the only people there. Yet Latvians, Estonians and Lithuanians were separated from each other – each being allocated our own huts.
On our first night in the camp, we heard a horrifying noise on the roof. We all froze in our beds, not wanting to think what hideous monsters could be outside waiting to strike. Someone whispered, “It must be one of those wild and dangerous Australian animals!”
“Yes!” someone else offered. “Certainly a lion!”
“Or a tiger!”, suggested another frightened voice from the darkness. More scratching and noises travelled from the roof. “He will jump on us!” The sounds of our shouting summoned the camp manageress who, to our surprise, thought the situation quite funny.
“Don’t worry about him. He’s a good animal. He catches snakes and won’t hurt you”. And she explained to us all the advantages of having a possum in our roof – although we thought he was a nuisance being so noisy in the dead of night.
In all my time in the migrant camp, I never had the pleasure of coming face to face with the infamous snakes. The only snake most of us saw was the one which hung from the end of a rope – it s black body twirling in the wind. The camp authorities had introduced us to snakes in this way – so that we would be able to recognise one if we saw it.
Night time in Australia is frightening and like nothing I had experienced before. The sky is so low; it hems you in and you feel as though if you stand as straight as you can, your hair will brush its darkness. The Australian sky is scary – brimming with strange and foreign stars. But we were the foreigners. We were the ones who were strange.
The fatty food we were fed made us very sick. Lamb chops and fat soup. We developed boils on our bodies, and I developed a horrifying boil on my face. Everybody who saw me would turn away for fear of embarrassing me. It was treated and soon disappeared. Like many of the other things around our camp. The men of the camp were called to the office and offered work in the forests, clearing the land. Many men accepted but nothing was available for the women with children.
Since this is quite a long piece, I shall continue on another post.